I've often wondered if I'm lesbian, bi, or straight. I'm physically attracted to men, but I find that I just can't trust them, can't open up to them and sometimes I feel like I can't be strong and independent w/them. My father cheated, and gambled, so my parents divorced when I was 8. I moved in with my aunt, who is so anti-men..I can't help but think that I've been 'trained' to hate men..even though I admire their bodies. I've tried very hard to get along with men, but it never seems to work, physically I can admire them, but I always run dry when the time comes, and we almost always end up fighting non-stop. There is someone (female) who is very special to me right now, and I find my eyes checking her out without even knowing about it. I can tell she enjoys it, so I've allowed my feelings to develop. I can't directlyaddress my feelings or ask hers because of her age, but I might eventually, if we stay friends. I'd rather have kids and a family, is it possible to
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I can so relate to Victoria's comments here since I really only want one part of a man, if it is functioning that is. Why should they grate so.........? maybe a she-male would be different?
I have to say i just dont no what it is with men.I was with a guy for just 2 years and loved him to bits thought things were great,i helped him buy horses which we were both into and we generaly done most things together,things were good as i thought.Yep can u see where this is going he was seeing two of us at the same time well her for the last 4 months i was with him.I was so used and betrayed.Best part of all shes married could u believe it and split wit her husbond cause she slept with someone else.Can someone tell me why the hell i still have feelings for him after al hes done to me.I dont think ill ever trust a man again.
Victoria, dont why you should feel you can't address your feelings or ask her's because of an age gap. You might just be missing out on the best thing ever to happen for you. One of my earliest lovers was nearly 10 years older than me and I will never forget her warmth and beauty. Ask her angel.........
i married to my x 5yrs he younger than me in beginning it great then he starting txing others n dissapearing for days , weeks n even months come bk as if he never gone with love bites ect would never say where or y but that really did love me he lied constantly to me n my kids stole from us then year ago he went wrk said loved me ect n didnt come home he moved he says he alone wont tell me where says loves me but cant be wid me so why wen all was good but y do i still love him , all want is be wanted for me is that to much to ask
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